Just for show.

Those who submit themselves so much to higher authority, the famous and in control ones seem thrilled to give what's left in them - dignity and self-realization. I believe that there's an agenda that lies behind every matter on earth. She conforms herself to these people 'cos she thinks its cooler to be seen with them. He's hanging out with them who're incapable to come back to everything he says, leading him to believe he's the one in control, the wise one. These people who show up once a week in a place, hoping to seize a business opportunity. It's happening everywhere, to everyone one and there is no way we can deny ourselves from this 'show' we all put up in life.

I feel strongly of the word 'hypocrisy'. Each of us are living examples of one that vary from another, in ways we are unaware of.

Too, recently discovered a method that worsen an insomnia - planning a suicide note and massacre. If I were to regard myself as a martyr of my own, the first place I would detonate myself at is that UMNO building in KL with a C4 strapped around my waist. End.